doggie power

i like it when i walk jon or davids dog and people get scared of me. muah ha ha. oh the power!

friends?

i am typing this as a overall statement, not in a one place and time occurance.

i cant say that i have had the best weekend ever. i had my fair share of fun. but there are always those bad points that make you think and put things into place. i love all of my friends, i love them all the same with the amount but not all the same when ppl take advantage or treat you a way a friend shouldnt be treated. i consider myself an adult being 21. and i know from life experience and with witnessing my peers that i can say that i hold an adult friendship with others. that i am considerably mature for my age. non of this blog i want to refer to my self as perfect in any way. we all have faults as friends. but it comes to a point when those faults turn into more than a fault but a problem. 
everyone knows communication is key. lack of communication can cause indifference between two or more people. thus arguments and misunderstandings occur. i can say that i have never had a altercation with any of my friends, and if any have occured then there is a problem. i have come to a point to recognize problems and see if they are even mine or something more. i can see problems from both sides. i can see my faults and hope to restore what once was. but when problems occur and occur. is it really worth it to put any effort in it at all anymore? you take things with stride and hope for a better day. but it is so burdening when problems that are not yours magically become yours? yes it is. when a friend feels like they cant help, they feel like shit. when a friend scolds you for not helping enough, they feel like shit. when a person cannot control their anger and just pull you down with them, thats just plain shitty.
it is not fair to the person receiving a burdening problem. i am not describing this to where a friend should be there for a friend, but to where a friend will throw at you thier problems in a forceful and angry way. having to control a situation that isnt yours is unfair. having to be there for a person is fair. if they are your friend, then be that friend. when a friend yells at you for no other reason than to yell is unfair.
friends who dont recognize the the caring help when they spout off hurtful things at you, well are they really a friend? put in what you can to help that friend, but no one person can heal every problem within another person. at a point, considering i am speaking of adult friendships, if things keep reoccuring to where you know it is out of your hands. a person should know whether to wash their hands of the situation or stick through it hoping the other will come through. do i have hope? yes, but is it enough? no. 
myself or anyone as a friend should never have to just deal with a situation for lack of control of the other. 

obviously my mind is everywhere. so i shall stop and try to grasp on to that hope and look forward to that better day.
but i will never just let a friend treat me less than.

The Sex Competition

I am calling out the Jon and Sham(david) to a Sex Competition! Today is the day that alot of sexing is going to occur. You two amatures against the Sex Dragon Masters, Kaylie and Alejandro(ME!). We will tally up the amount of times the sexing has happened and the amount of orgamsms(im betting on the girl!). Good luck you cock gobblers! Let the fucking begin!

late nights

For about a week and a few days i have been staying up pretty late. till like 6 or 7. which really needs to stop. i am trying to fix, but not at the moment because i am obviously writing this blog. i stay up late because i get up late. so in between work and sleep is when i fill my time with reading, computer surfing, and among other things. so way before i started this piece of work i came home from a nice walk from work. and when i say walk i mean woodward to my house. it was a good walk. i remembered on how an old friend used to pick me up when he would see me walking and take me home but i would never let him get that far. so i would have him drop me off at the cvs or blockbuster. and so i thought about how does this person recognize me from behind(i acknoledge the humor of my so called friends, and i know i opened up my self for that.). so then i gave myself a small complex thinking that i might have a big butt. that lasted 2 minutes. i like my butt. and then i just dropped it.

so when i arrived home i chatted with the kaylie. then she departed for bed. then my stomach was talking to me and so i fed it while watching family guy. then i just chilled. so after the chilling i heard my roommate come home with his girl friend. so i wanted to portray a super grand illusion that i was sleeping. so i turned off my light. i didnt want to be bothered. blah blah. so then i heard another voice of a male. sounded really gay, thus i was automatically turned off, thus i hated this individual. so i took off my jeans and had some pajama underwear on( really cute sexy h&m ones, i dont wear hanes if thats what u were thinking.) and tank top. i ruffled my hair to assist in the illusion of looking woken from a slumber.

so i walked out and went straight to the bathroom without looking. u cant go and automatically be nosey. portray an act so no one will let on. and then i heard the girl say hello to me, and i responded. thus allowing myself to look in her direction to then see the intruder. ew. gross, and i didnt even have my glasses on. mission accomplished. chat with the girl, have a smoke, drink some water, then blog about your day.
end scene.

The i have a.d.d.

I kinda hate laundry. i love it when its done. the whole clean thing and all. but shit i have alot of clothes and sometimes its just hard to keep up. i have to manage Davids singing career and getting those sold out shows is a tough job. let alone having to keep charolette church away. that bitch.

so laundry is up there in hard things to do along with managing a singing sensation. it just accumilates and accumilates. it takes bits of my soul away from me each time.

OH lol i just thought of the hills and who would be the characters. jon would so be whitney. career girl and all. id be lauren cuz its my show. point blank hoes. keith would be heidi cuz heidi got drunk at a work party. and keith just gets drunk.
audrinas career wont go anywhere so she'll just mooch off of our show. thats fine she has nice boobs. oooor kaylie will be audrina, she has nice boobs too. ok we have the cast! so i live with heidi and audrina? DRAMA!!!
(message to jon: (insert crazy latina accent)oh and jon, i know your not really up to date on the hills, but whitney gets her own show called the city, and if you think for a minute that you will, ha hah ha! biiitch. dont forget who the star is and what this star can do.)

so lauren and whitney work together...so i will just sweep jons floor while he is studying. that qualifies. oh! david can be brody. brody has tattoos, david has tattoos, works out! brody and whitney dont get together on the hills, but we can make some adjustments. ok and our omg fav place to chill, yea i know its obvious, gigis blah. but oh man that place is a haven for d-r-a-m-a. omg this is so good! ok show starts in the fall. get ready hos, we are gonna make some ratings! and the show will be called The this is how normal people live, or The D.

The Sham I call Pa

To the pleasure of the public and of course my Steppy! David is a Sham!
Its a big set up that will GET YOU! So Steppy I expect a scolding of your man, since you now outed yourself to the world that david(the sham) is your boyfriend. I am sure you are so proud now.
David, the person I affectionatly call dad or pa, has posted blogs of already previously written material. Now this is grounds to call someone a sham. Sham Sham Sham Spam! I think the general public known as my two only readers should be outraged. People come on this site to read original material. Granted it is original but it wasnt meant for blogger.com. I am very much ashamed.
A tear has caught my eye. A puppy has been kicked. A coffee cup is left unfilled.