Coffee Casas and mind matters

Ok, just so i can let all of my many readers know(3), i do not have internet and now internet has become a rarity in my life. People dont know how i get by! As if my life were dependant on the world wide web. I must say that it is not.

I am in downtown ferndale right now at the java hut. I am listening to all my fav tunes. I likey the java hut because it has couches. Coffee houses with couches are my favorite. i like Java hut, not love it. It doesnt have the boho style to it. It is to 'now' for me. Funny thing is i dont even drink coffee, gives me heart attacks.

My absolute favorite place was Gourmands in chicago, but it is closed down now. I went to visit it when i went to pride, and then sadness. I am mainly here to try and keep a peace of mind. and try not to think to hard on shit. too many hours and very little food, and throw a bunch of people in there make alex nutty.

Frequent times it is very healthy to just be alone. Clears your head. It is also highly advised by myself to have those close friends who dont know any of yours or just are accociated with them. Having friends that all know each other is very cool. You can go out in groups and other things i am sure. I cant think of anything else. But the downfall is that they all know each other. Sometimes its like one of those reality shows. Like Big Brother or something. You say something then it becomes connect the dots. one person goes and tells that person and so forth. its nuts. but if you are that person that for some reason everyone trusts. then you get people telling you their auto-bio's and then some from every angle. i must say its hard to be me.